Long overdue post though..
hahas.. i wanted to post this like long ago, either i couldnt find time to post or i was too tired to even switch on the comp everytime i get back from school..
hahas.. had an official interact meeting today.,. well some sort with interact teachers since the term of my office.. suddenly it felt nice to have something to do. LOLs. not that i am saying I am very free but I was in fact quite delighted for the fact that i am working for my post.
hmm.. recently, my moodswings are getting on my nerves and i am seriously very sorry towards anyone that i have shown them too.. Because for some odd reason, i feel angry and irritated like most of the time only when i start joking around then will i feel less irritated.. hmm..
I am sorry though.. it wasnt really personal or what.. hahas..
guess sorries dont help here since I have always been known for my irritation. hahaas...><
well well. I think I should get a rein of the moodswings like asap.
Today.
Nothing really happened today except that this was probably the first time in quite a long period of time since i didnt go to school and go back home with woonyeow because he had chemistry and was off to do some STUDIO recording.. according to him=.= erhem. shall not elaborate..
hahas..
it was quite boring though going alone to school and back because usually i will be chattering all the way and back assuming I was in a good mood.. hahas.. well for a change, gin accompanied me home and i felt it was quite refreshing to stop gossiping and talk about something more constructive but all in all i still prefer gossips more:) hahas.. they make me feel happier.. MUhahahahas..><
not sure why but gossips seems to have a very positive impact on me.. hahas.. talking about gossips just make me feel so happy and less irritated with myself and others.. hahahs..><
hmm.. should i blame the moodswings because i didnt take the evening primrose pills? lols..><
hope that should have been the reason for those uncontrollable outbursts of anger.. hahas..
maybe i should just try not flaring up and speaking loudly for a day to give it a start and start acting like a si wen gia.. hahas
gtg..bb