First
my mood swings were getting on my nerves and my head was aching like crap... well in another words you could summarize everything and say that i was in the crappiest mood ever...
After throwing several tantrums i felt slightly better and thought otherwise because i didnt want to spoil the mood of others too so i started smiling and forcing myself to crack some jokes.. honestly i did feel better after that
Next, had the second quarrel about the same person again and again?
The last time I remembered it didnt seem that long ago to me.
well i guess her tears are more important than anything else.
Didnt want to talk because everything would just sound bad when it comes out from my mouth from that point in time.
Forced myself to shut up and i did.
Couldnt really stand the silence so i came up with some stupid and idiotic question to ask. I guess it didnt help again though.
Forget it.
Reminds me of the days where i had to keep trying to lower my pride to get the liking of the person back again.. sick of those days and thought i could finally get over them when one of those days comes along again.
Couldnt help but ask myself what's the most important to you once again? the tears of another or just compromising the happy moments by quarreling over that one person.
Perhaps her tears matter more in this case.
I never had direct answer before. Not since a long time and i guess this is the moments for direct answers...I guess it isnt really that important to you after all.. since you've never experienced something like that.. I knew it was coming thats why i didnt want to ready myself for it.. but forget it. I guess it seriously doesnt matter.
Counting down still though to 23rd.

lols.. nah.. the previous post is a prank one.. lols..
not sure how many people actually read my blog..lols.. probably a fingerful of people? LOLS..
hmm.. i guess i strted counting the days left to 23rd November...
sometimes still keep assuring myself there's still a lot of time but in fact the days just keep passing by so quickly.
day by day
its just over like that

someone asked me to blog and i did

probably had the most enjoyable days among the many other days since the end of promos because most of the time i am stuck with pw... Lols... Blogging with my new phone now which is probably the most difficult thing on earth because my hands or rather fingers are not that dainty as i think they are... Lols and the keys are all stuck together... Hmm we played mahjong today with yihao and emelynn and yihao was probably the person talking most of the time but well it was partivularly enjoyable with all the jokes and the bragging yihao made...

lols..>< back to blog again..
highlights for the day? : Woonyeow, Emelynn and Yihao the ah beng is coming to my house to play mahjong. LOLS...><
hmm.....
just went to facebook to browse through photos.. losl.. realized i looked exactly the same now as compared to one year ago. LOLS. i mean how much can anyone change within a year. Well, looks cant change but people do change, I guess after a year, looks cant really change but people and their way of thinking does change..
gotta go.. continue this emo post when i am free again! :)

its been such a long time since i ever blogged.. I think it was before promos i posted so seriously thinking it isnt really that long..
probably had the most terrible days of my life..
not sure how to mention but its kind of sick thinking of it though.. trying to act unaffected at times but sometimes just really cant help but expressing what I feel..
Dont wanna add pressure but and yet I dont know how not to..
I probably look stupid to everyone, being upset over something that doesnt even concern me or rather i should be worrying about myself first before others. think it really looks stupid to the rest...well she's right though, who am I to add pressure upon others or rather on you. ARGH< forget it.. dont feel like saying anything anymore. it's your life and your choice.I guess the least i can do it just to worry for you as a friend.
on the bright side, yesterday i went to Boon Lay to eat roti prata and chicken Brani there and i seriously think that BOON LAY has the best chicken Brani on EARTH.. lols.. rather exaggerated but maybe in Singapore? hahas...><
hmm... i was rather impressed with the system they came up with to notify their customers with the buzzers like thing whereby its something like a device where is vibrates and lights up when your food's done..then the customers can go collect their food when it vibrates from the counter. LOLS its so damn cool right!!! hahass.....
then i went on to shop at BOONLAY with my family and Jurong Point's expanded like so so much!!!!!! hahas...>< i was super amazed by the size of it lor...heh.. i guess i am easily impressed by stuff ba..
:)
hahas..>< lemme see then i came home and played si se pai with my ah ma till around twelve plus at night.. lols... its seriously damn fun.. form of traditional games LOLS...>< of course we added the factor of money in it to make it more exciting if not it wouldnt be really interesting.. LOLS...>< sounds so money minded.. hmm....
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How much time do we have left?
shall we do a countdown?