lols.. i wanted badly to continue my post on the H1 jab i took which i guessed no one would really wanna hear about it. LOLS. but i will just say because it was such a horrifying experience though. the doctor i went to kept concentrating on making jokes to create some form of humour within the room that i simply doubted whether he was even concentrating on the injection itself. Well, he was like putting that alcohol swab on me and i started to shiver and had a strong urge to burst out of the room crying. lols.. i hate injections though, shouldnt be hard to tell. hmm.. well, however, it didnt really turn out as expected and it really wasnt that pain after all. hahas..><
My hair is like getting more orangey and more mochaish at the same time which appears to be quite ok but at the same time it kind of irks me when i see the colour being not spreaded evenly, its either all thanks to my sis professional hair dyeing skills or due to the poor quality dye which i doubt it is the latter.
I was very tired and sleepy yesterday coupled along with a minor headache that seems quite common this few days now. I completed like all my holiday assignments like last week and i had to spend the whole of this week doing some form of revision for
J1 work which Wee kiat claimed that i was being siao by doing that. -.-
ok.
lols..
i guess the only reason why I dont wanna put too much emotions into it is because i guess it will just end out the same way again. Prior confidence in fairy tale sort of "happy ever after" sort of just shattered and I dont really wanna spend time thinking about it. Perhaps its better this way now where I receive more instead of contributing "selflessly" just like before and when i look back now, just looks stupid to me. hahas.. from actions, speech, its kind of obvious you havent reached that level of maturity level desired yet thats why until now i dont see myself plunging deeply into the hole. hahas.. I guess thats the reason. Maybe a year later, things will changed. People change and i guess feelings will eventually change if they are not reciprocated because at this point in time, we always tend to have a superficial form of emotions. Till now, I never believed in the childish thinking whereby one lets go easily just because the person doesnt like you in return. However much argument made, i still believe that form of liking is therefore not the real form of liking other people but just the form of baby love which absolutely disgusts me and I absolutely feel very strongly against it. I know liking people wouldnt be that way thats why I hate that kind of mentality.
poof.enough of emo stuff.
well. I guess i am going back to do my homework... hahas.. tata then. :)