Sometimes i stop to think whats the purpose of you appearing now and then. There is seriously no purpose in that. I wanted to dispose of the things given but I didnt. I stopped to ask you whether you would keep to your promise.You said you would see how things go? I dont understand why i am waiting. Aimlessly in fact.
I even went to the extent of betting with someone how long would you take to get another crush again. I guess it wouldnt take long. I realize people really just enjoy how much they are making you feel angry and upset.. They seriously do.
end.

Baby and Niko just had the honour of being showered by their loving owners.. lols.. and baby got her haircut at last.. I know she was anticipating it because my personalized haircuts for her are absolutely fantastic. lols.. This of course is subjective as my sis seems to think its quite ugly.=.=
ALWAYs.
Just spent the whole week i realized doing homework, revising, homework and eventually just revising again. There's a T1 outing again on Saturday and i seriously dont know whether i should go for it even though i am surely not allowed to go for stupid reasons stated. I shall not elaborate on that because it just seeks to piss me off.
10.00am seems like the perfect timing to wake up though.. hahas.. the holiday's finally going to be over.:) hate holidays. They seem to be more stressful than school days itself although the early mornings also seem to be less appealing. lols..><
We are supposed to complete 2.4km below 16 min.. lols.. and i didnt do any training this week when our pe instructor asked us to train everyday. Where have i been? Pactially stuck at home.. LOLS
well.
I guessits difficult for me to even try to go out because the sun's simply too hot for anyone to step outside.:)
hahas...
gotta go though.. go loads of stuff to complete and do:)

March Holidays!!

hahas.. its the March Holidays although it isnt really meant as a holiday at all!!!!!!
hahas..><
most of the time or rather the whole of the day i spend is usually on homework, homework and more homework...
which is seriously ridiculous how much the pile can make up to.
However, i seriously understand the opportunity cost of not reading my freaking bio, econs lecture notes even though i dont enjoy any marginial utility of reading them? Nor does the demand for this notes go up despite the price of them going up?? its like almost everyday we are paying for stufffff.... like lecture notes and tutorials.. still miss my textbooks that can be thrown around.. at least the cost price of them is notthat high and i do get a marginal utility of throwing them around when i feel frustrated... lols..><
well well, i just finished a whole load of revision for the many tests to come next term plus loads of self revision tests..._>_>_ Life's tough..
hahas.. for entertainment puroposes.. i like to do dedications to people:)
hahas..>< especially friends.. well... we shall start off with the friend that is absolutely MOST ... one.:)
hahas.. tml will be another dedication:)
well, let me see whether you all can actually guess who this fellow actually is.

MUHAHAHAs..
its a guy. A GUY FRIEND
NOT BOYFRIEND=.= I SERIOUSLY EMPHASIZE.
you would think h seriously looks like a huge nerd with his algaeish braces and rounded specs that looks like they havent been changed for the past 10 years.Carrying a huge bag that he claims to be a famous skateboard brand from USA and somewhat expensive. well it doesnt really appeal to me because it has numerous tears at the bottom of the bag which threaten to puncture anytime at his somewhat rough handling. =.= I asked him to change a bag but he said he would sew it back and repair it. Unfortunately, it was a lie that i failed to expose.
=.=
cheated.
A very very good person at procrastinating and fails to realize the importance of completing all his homework at a time and likes to finish his homework all in a shot. =.=
great..
its the same concept he applies to his teeth.
he doesnt brush them twice in a day. and believes in brushing them once at a time. "clear all the stuff in a go" he refuses to admit this is disgusting but it seriously is to me.

let me see... some good points.. PROBABLY very little.
He doesnt talk much during lectures?
lols..>< is that considered one because no one distracts me from listening.Although i do feel like chattering non -stop and screaming out loud. Sudden outbursts of anger which do i enjoy throwing.
hahas..><
on the other hand, he is a nice person though.. cheering people up when you feel quite sad and everything. With his super lame and sarcastic jokes, you will start to feel as if nothing matters but scolding him for his lame jokes that are SERIOUSLY lame. recalling one. we were taking ic photos and required to pay for them. He said" They should be paying me for the photos because i allowed them to take mine" ok it doesnt seem that funny while typing it out but i can assure you you will burst out in laughter upon hearing the way he says that, with some traces of minor vulgarities hidden within his sentences.
PICKY. is the word to describe someone like him because he practically thinks everything tastes awful when you introduce a dish to him. excitedly, you would have asked him" HOW?? How is it??? ISNT IT VERY NICE"
he will be looking up with noodles stuck everywhere and saying it sucks. and it doesnt taste nice.
and there you go looking distasteful.

well thats about it???lols..><
Watch out for the next dedication next post!!! hahas..Attractive prizes to be given out if you sms to this number 985604926 the person whom you think it is.
*terms and conditions apply

T1 CLASS PHOTO!!! hahas..><
i like an auntie although

heys long time since i posted.. SAME. it doesnt mean i am trying to like detach myself from the blog or what just that i seriously have SO much stuff to do like bio tutorials, math tutorials, reading GP stuff, chem tuto PLUS econs lecture.. phew.. sounds like a lot but i am lucky i completed them.. hahas..>< Well, JC life's going on pretty well with Woonyeow being possibly the main entertainer in school even though I used to think he didnt talked much initially, but as the weeks progressed, i realized he really can be a chatterbox when he wants to. lols..>< anywways, he's a nice friend and a rather helpful one at times. Even though he refuses to lend me money to buy my favourite brownies from POSH in school but he is still a nice friend. LOLS

Many days seemed to have passed, however, i realized living anew really isnt that easy as it seems.. My blog's URL is living anew but sometimes when i ask myself i really wonder whether i have already forgotten the past and lived anew.I hope I am.
Seriously.
Its hard to forget about the past as well as you. Walking through familiar grounds, seeing familiar things, I cant help but feel a pang of guilt for taking things for granted when the times were memorable. Eventually, when i listen to songs that remind me of the past, i guess its really hard to forget everything after all.
I always thought just sticking to someone else might help but i think i am just making everything worse at times.
It is unfair at times, you are living on with your life while i am struggling with mine. However, i still cant help but ask myself who was in the wrong. Or rather who made the mistake of saying things we didnt mean. We were childish and didnt really understand the meaning of promises to each other.
I cant help but ask myself whether have you ever thought of the past as well. Like the way i always do.
Sometimes, misunderstandings are good.
They make appear to be a person who lets go of stuff easily. I dont feel like standing out to clarify what others think of and say, because the misunderstandings make me feel better even though they may not be true.
"Its not important what others say about you"
Some friend told me.
I said" you look like a tk lei..lols"
he said" appearance is not important"

It seems very long since i heard such a thing where people do not deny other statements but instead tell them that they dont mind it.It sort of triggered my thinking even though i went on arguing with him. I guess this person acts like Clarisse in Fahrenheit 451? hahas.. Catalysts for my thoughts.
I guess appearance really doesnt matter that much in our case. It didnt help both of us..I realized another's thinking which is far more mature in the case. I guess.
But i think the past is not going to pass that soon.

lols..its been like pretty long since i have posted.. about 10 days?
hahas.. i wanted to make it a habit to post everyday but unfortunately my busy schedule in AJ forbids such a habit or rather hobby
lols..><
anyways, yeps, settling down in my JC now or rather with my class 24/09..
hahas.. the class consists of loads of english speaking people and i am forced to communicate in english in school, something i dont really do other than at home. lols.. however, joyce and gang do speak chinese so it makes it easy for me to be BILLINGUAL. and excuse me its EFFECTIVELY i hope:)
hahas.. nevertheless, my birthday is over.. about 10 days 6 days ago, around a week ago or rather... received loads of gifts.. hahas.. a special card from JOYCE WOON YEOW and MY CLASS!! hahas.. plus a gift from my class, three dogs stuff toys another dog stuff toy and a stitch stuff toy!! Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday!! hahas..><
Sometimes i realized life's difficult. Everything is controlled. where you want to go, what time you are going home, who are you meeting, what are you staying back for?
restrictions after restrictions we will all face.

but nevertheless i couldnt care.
time's supposed to flush away our memories isnt it?
I suppose sometimes there are one or two cases it doesnt work and in one way and another we have to seek a remedy to stop ourseleves from thinking.
thats it.