you will never believe what a terror he was. I mean my cousin. all of you i mean it would probably faint at his behaviour which is similar to that of Frankenstein. :)
From the start of the day, we went to the water park at the rooftop terrace of Lot one whereby there were many kids running around and a superb kid who thought he was acting out "Mission Impossible" rolling around everywhere, darting from one point to another point. He knocked into my cousin which was a sad thing for him. because he obvsiously didnt liked it and tripped him with his beach spade.
=.=
Childish.
then we drove all the way to the freaking East Coast and along the way, he squirmed, screamed and shouted at anything. 3S right.-.-
when we got there he insisted that he was the clever one and dragged me down to the beach to play with him. Being nice, i did force myself to go down, eventually getting myself wet because mr smartie pants was afraid of the water and squirmed about and splashed water everywhere. I was seething with irritation when i went back the shore with my whole leg filled with irritating sand and disgusting seaweed stuck to it.
Next, kite flying. obviously mr smartie pants wanted to impress my mum with his knowledge on flying kites, insisted he wanted the kite and i obviously had to give in to him. MR SP then ran from one end of the beach to the other flying the kite, eventually nearly destroyed because he dragged it from one end to the other, obviously everyone was fooled by his innocent demeanour as he gave me a killer smile when everyone was out of sight.(not literally)
When we got back, I ACCIDENTALLY broke one of his spades and he was seriously very upset by it. Crying and making a din when everyone was about to faint with fatigue. He continued throwing his tantrums and threatened to lock himself in his so called his room.
=.= childish
he's going to be with me for the next 7 days +.=

poof.. my cousin's coming back today at 9pm.. my god. lols.>< its going to be hell at night. Anyways, got a little upset over something which i felt i shouldnt read but yeah. I read it so it doesnt matter anymore. Lols..><
hmm.. let me see.. nothing big is going on except for the busy installation preparations as well as a noisy mahjong game that was distracting me just now and made me feel quite irritated.. my god. cant wait for December holidays then i can like ask joyce and maybe weien over and weekiat they all to come over for ps2 xbox andmost importantly mahjong. Lols.. reminds me of the days where weili and weekiat kept playing lord of the rings that threatened to explode my xbox.
nothing's really happened this few days except for my cute little bao bei baby was trying to attract my attention while i was studying.. rolling around in the study room and growling at the sky with her toy in her mouth. before i realized she was trying to attract my attention, she got fed up and refused to acknowledge me when i called her to make it up to her. what a cute tyrant but she's still my little baby:) hahas..><
anw its woonyeow's birthday today if i didnt get it wrongly because i wrote it down in my organizer.. it SHOULD be correct:)
omg HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hahas..>,< sad I cant go out together with you and Yongqing to celebrate your birthday if not we would have brought you to somewhere nice and "cheap" to eat your fill:)
hahas.. with all your lame jokes, i ccant believe you are 17!!

lols.. cant believe there are actually people reading my blog..
lols... its kind of boring at times and it just contains loads of emo crap from me:)
hahas...>< anw my cousin from China is coming back and i am like on the verge of fainting upon the thought of him climbing up and down my bed.. even yelling at my ear in the morning to wake me up. That terrible monster.
Well, just had random thoughts about the past again but i suddenly realized the past's really passed.
what a phrase but yeps. dont feel like talking about it anymore. Random emoness.
nights

decided to blog again on this dreadfully hot Wednesday afternoon.
Work seems to be pilling up from all kinds of sources and i seriously wonder how others cn actually cope with it or are they just struggling like me behind that relaxed face. Interact's installation p[racticlly driving me insane as I am afraid of nittty gritty details tht will be missed out, especially anything regarding the invitations. Hais. what a drag though

Random thoughts i started to have while i ws trying very hard to fall asleep last night. Sometimes, we really do expect someone to help out, give a word of encouragemnt but in the end people are probably just waiting to see you fall off your chair. People from the "top" schools would probably never expect such a behaviour because they will probably fall of their chair once in many years unlike should i say commoners like us. Eventually, telling them of such problems therefore doesnt seem to help becuause you will probably just get a kind reply which lacks depth becaus the person has yet to experience it before.Eventually, you feel the whole world's crashing down on you because you cant seem to get anyone to understand how the shit you feel and all of a sudden you just feel like blaring out a string of vulgarities tht wwill probably scare the pants off your parents. I feel this way sometimes but do you? the person reading my blog?
well, well, we start to tell ourselves dont worry man its just stress. and you realize you really need to chill out with your friends and start to hope that you can rewind the times back to secondary school even where you could play all day long. Play volleyball at the back of the canteen after school, join numerous interhouse competitions, participate in your school's singing competition, go for numerous CCA rehearsals and yet still get the best out of everything. I used to think that way but i think everyone who thinks that way should wake up now. Or rather i should wake up too.
Yepps. the past's nice, memorable and can we ever reverse time by thinking that way, shouldn't our time be spent in a more productive way instead of reminiscing about the freaking past. Missing others seems nice, we try so hard to get ourselves to get
in touch with that familiar and relaxing times again but we fail to realize that nah. no one's going to stop for you. and time isnt going to go back.

this was like a realization i made while i was trying to drown out my grandma's annoying snore. But indeed, it seems logical to be thinking this way.

Phew. and when everyone starts to admire you, you start to have added stress. what if i dont perform as well as tht freaking guy in class? or what if i fall?
Lend a hand to yourself because thats the only thing thats going to happen i guess. :)

bb:)